Miseria Cantare (The Beginning)

Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us! [x3]

Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all
Radiate, Recognize, One silent call
As we all form one dark flame
Dance in array!

Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all
Radiate, Recognize, One silent call
As we all form one dark flame
As we all form one dark flame
As we all!

Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us!

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The Leaving Song Pt. 2

Dont waste your touch,
you wont feel anything,
i thought to much,
you wont find anything,

Break down,
is this the feeling
burn down,
what was the feeling
breathe out,
and you can take my heart away,

in perfect time
and screaming as you say
...
look what ive built,
it shines so beutifuly,
now watch as it destroys me,

Break down,
is this the feeling
burn down,
what was the feeling
breathe out,
and you can take my heart away,

i watched it grow
i felt it change me
i took alive
i ... slow
now it consumes me

Break down,
is this the feeling
burn down,
what was the feeling
breathe out,
and you can take my heart away
Heart away...

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Bleed Black

i am exploring the inside 
i found it desolete 
under a void these comments 
now as they penetrate recreate me 
a love will leak through all time 
i crumble in his face 
i crumble cannot i cannot find 
a reflection in his face 

(if you listen)listen listen 
(listen for)the heartbeat 
(you can hear when the heart stops) 
ill stay and listen(when it blows) 
ill crumb them all to dust 

i am explored by the inside 
i disassociate 
out to destroy the outside 
it will alleviate heaven thank me 
blackwater flowing into lungs 
now flowing through these veins 
black water that cuts through these deadend veins i know its in these veins 

(if you listen)listen listen 
(listen for)the heartbeat 
(you can hear when the heart stops) 
ill stay and listen (when it blows) 
ill crumb them all to dust 

i know what died that night 
it can never be brought back to life 
once again i know 
i know i died that night 
and ill never be brought back to life 
once again 
i know...  

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Silver And Cold

I 
I came here today
But I left here in darkness 
And found you
Found you on the way
And now
It is silver and silent
It is silver and cold
You went somber asplendance

Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one
Your sins into me 
Every wonderous voice escapes
our trembling prayer
And I beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one

Life
Like a flutter of wings
Feel your hollow bones rushing
Into me
As your longing to say
So I
I will paint you in sliver
I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your forces aside

Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes
Our trembling prayer
And I beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me
Your sins into me

(Move in life's throw)
I fell asleep for you
(Move in life's through)
I will only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throw
I fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throw
I only ask you turn 
As you seep
Into me
Oh my beautiful one

Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one
Your sins into me 
As your rapturous voice escapes
Our trembling prayer
And I beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice
Escapes our trembling prayer
And I beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me
Your sins into
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one

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Dancing Through Sunday

when you're starring in this dance, this dance of misery
cradled in your past, a possibility
swooning i am swept away
so mark your feet, and step, step, step, who takes the lead? 
and that's the time we start to bleed

oh, we dance in misery
and we dance on, and we dance on
oh, we dance in misery
lost in the arms of misery, oh!
oh, we dance in misery
and we dance on, and we dance on
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows

when you find yourself the purity that i'll never find.
... in your back, feel such a rise.
... caught within
... step step step, seperate, ...

oh, we dance in misery
and we dance on, and we dance on
oh, we dance in misery
lost in the arms of misery, oh!
oh, we dance in misery
and we dance on, and we dance on
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows


so who will follow?
who will be lead?
i know a ...
as we dance, we all dance
we all...

oh, we dance in misery
and we dance on, and we dance on
oh, we dance in misery
lost in the arms of misery, oh!
oh, we dance in misery
and we dance on, and we dance on
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows

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Girl's Not Grey

I'll lay me down tonight much further down, swim in the calm tonight.
This art does drown.

What follows me as the whitest lace of light just begs to be imbrued?
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased.

All insects sing tonight, the coldest sound.
I'd send god's grace tonight, could it be found.

What follows me as the whitest lace of light just begs to be imbrued?
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased.

I'll lay me down tonight much further down... watch stars go out tonight.
On sinking ground I'll lay me down.
What follows will swallow whole.

What follows me as the whitest lace of light just begs to be imbrued?
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased.

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Death Of Seasons

Of late, it's harder
Just to go outside, to leave this dead space
with hatred, so alive
Running with sickness
drowning through banality
jump on the weakness, full force to return

I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held the falling star and it wept for me, dyin'
I feel the falling stars encircle me, now as they cry

Crawl back so quickly, close, malignant trust will shiver
extinction crack sails unrecognized
Sinning so wounded
support with mortality

All of this hatred, is fucking real

I watch the stars they fall from the sky
I held the falling star and it wept for me, dyin' 
I feel the falling stars encircle me, now as they cry

But it won't be alright, despite what they say
Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they, as they disappear
disintegrate.
Create time, disintegrate. Cause this hate is fucking real
And I hope to shake the world as stars go out and I disintegrate

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The Great Disappointment

I remember, a place I used to go.
They sang the songs of light.
The sang so beautiful.
I can remember such painful memories.
I train the eyes, to see.

Oh I was smuthered, so near the cherished ones.
I knew they would appear, soon I'm the single one.
Oh I as smuthered, when in so impatiently.
I made a wish to bleed.

When I waken.
I was wasted away. 
While I waken.
I was wasted away.

I can remember dreamt thoughts so vividly.
Some creatures stiped in white like it's disgracing me.
I can remember when I just realized dreams were the only place to see them.

When I waken.
I was wasted away. 
While I waken.
I was wasted away.
When I waken.
I was wasted away.

Hope was wasted away.
Faith was wasted away.
I was wasted away.

Never never wanted this.
Always wanted to believe.
Never never wanted this.
I could not help because.
Never Never wanted this.
From the start I've been decieved.
Never never wanted this.
I could not help because. 
Is that a problem that I face.
(But you promised.)
Sometimes I'm in a place.
(But you promised.)
Me.

When I waken.
I was wasted away. 
While I waken.
I was wasted away.

Hope was wasted away.
Faith was wasted away.
I was wasted away.

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Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)

waist high monolithic statues that fracture as they fall
i am ever enthralled
days lie in spoken time
your arrogance reduced you well
compassion is dispelled

as wings of perfect flame glow out of passion
your going out (going out) forever unknown
these wings of perfect flame glow out of passion
your going down (going down) forever unknown 

funnel of a rain of ashes
deception ever hard i will remain(forever will remain)
fall below in my seclusion
look up to the sky to see (see flames)
and watch it burn

without inhabitation, you'll never find a soul inside
no life, but nothings died
no life required this show
just as long as no one ever knows
emotion is pandomine

dancin in the rain of this sand and ash 
dancin on your grave
i'll see you
dancin in the rain of this sand and ash
dancin in your dust
i'll see you

i stomp it and you out

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The Celluloid Dream

Calling tears from deep inside oh you're so exquisite 
And in the mirror ALL midnight eyes 
Oh, If I could remain, but it's just a visit all midnight eyes 
Reflections stay twisted 
(Twisted) 

To the love of dancing lights, I beg "May I cut in?" but they never stop playing their song 
Of a joyous soul they sing 
Our frivilous words, on a freezing note I rest the day 

Just like romantic verses 
Just like a joyous end 
Just like a memory: it twists me 
Just like romantic verses 
Just like a joyous end 
Twisted me 

You ran just like the afternoon snow 
(Cinematic) 
Onto this melting boy
(I melt away) 
You now just gave me your soul 
(Cinematic) 
Bathed in your radiance I melt! 

In the glitter in the dark, sunken without faith 
Praying this will never end 
In the shadow of a star, 
in static pallor 
I realize I never began 

All the colors upon leaving all will turn to grey 

You ran just like the afternoon snow 
(Cinematic) 
You ran just like the afternoon snow 
(And melt away) 
You ran just like the afternoon snow 
(Cinematic) 
BATHED IN YOUR RADIANCE, I MELT!

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The Leaving Song

walked away,
heard them say,
poison hearts will never change 
walk away again
turned away in disgrace 
felt the chill upon my face
cooling from within

hard to notice 
gleaming from the sky 
when your staring at the cracks
hard to notice
what is passing by
with eyes low, oh

walked away
heard them say 
poison hearts will never change
walk away again

all the cracks they lead right to me
and all the cracks will crawl right through me
all the cracks they lead right to me 
and all the cracks will crawl right through me
and they'll part
As I

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...But Home Is Nowhere

26 years and seems like I've just begun
to understand my
my intimate is no one
when the directors of the show
bought his last lines
they got the cast of music and lights

this is my line, this is eternal
how did i ever wake up here
disconnect breathing unnatural
my place to dissappear
i turn to grace while dancing for you?
im ready to dance on and let me disown?
i feel this ??? is so unnatural
i remain alone

26 years and still speaking in these tounges
such a volition
while understood by no one
when the new actors start the show
question his grace
please clear the sounds of him
upon our days

give me something
give me something
give me something
give me something
give me something
give me something real

I lay strewn
across the floor
cant find this box
so aggrevating
when others find peace
cant be found
lay strewn
across the floor
...
by the peices that lie
the peices dont fit
peices get in my way
complete
and they...

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This Time Imperfect

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay. 
Forever haunted, more than afraid. 
Asphyxiate on words I would say. 
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn... 
There are no flowers, no, not this time. 
There'll be no angels gracing the lines. 
Just these dark words I find. 
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak. 
I'd share with you, could I only speak of 
Just how much this hurts me. 
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave. 
Just like our love, time made beleive. 
Imagine that I disappear and sing, 
"no one will love or appear here with me" 
Locked in her arms with you. 
You don't get it, it haunts me...