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a twist this time you buckle my mind like a speechless boy it won't go away got glass rain it cuts my feet i pull apart yet refrain from the heart i've got water in my veins it won't go away turns ice on which i slide in my soul i have religion i try to preach it and it's stripped away it's beyond contradiction just my fight with my grace a dove in hand do i crush it my friend? why do i feel no guilt it won't go away this final fear i cannot see this love of hell in which i dwell it makes no sense it won't go away this way i feel break it down knock it down pull the wall down let go let go of the hatred in your soul why can't we put our white pride aside? why can't we overcome our hatred? why can't we realize what we're wasting? we've got to push it we've got to be together why can't we ignore what they're teaching? why can't we try not to teach the same? why can't we accept what needs to be done? why can't we stop running away? we've got to push it together i don't know why you try to bring me down sometimes you think you know why automatic forfeit regrets there's not much to see as your words fall drastically into my life as you repeat lies done before so i'll rearrange and prepare to brush off the pain like i wasn't here at all Think of all the cups of caffeine that we've shared and all the hours we've spent together i wonder will our ideals change? Will we be this close forever? A light'm for a smoke'm a shoulder to lean on an ear with the time a smile with the power to end all clouds you've been with us from the start you provide our security without you we stand alone or at least as far as we're concerned tell me why you think of the days before when life was a routine which reality broke these people are the same you have changed don't face forward and turn around just watch where you point that gun or you may lay flat on the ground right back where you started strive for a better you now tell me why you learn from your mistakes can you awaken on the right side and choose a strong foundation where you'll learn it all again sally simple works for the symbol she punch the clock without a thought she's got the routine same thing every day she wants more but needs security her days come and go she needs to be so bad but life keeps her locked seems like the strain just can't be undone mislead micheal mumbles trouble he's lost inside he's down for the count he's growing old his lines tell the story of tragedy and life's misery he tried so hard to be but william can't let go look to your heart and break some day direction will cross your path there's no use to throw a lifetime's effort so far you might need eyes to help you see a plan of self action these characters real or fake some don't know most don't care you and i time will tell who will dangle longer away i see different now as i view the rushing all around but that's the breaks i've taken in too much hate but still i'll struggle to remember what i've learned before so i'll let that pass me by and renew what is mine i know i have the strength to break away 'cause i know the language everyone's speaking today who's to say what stays the same who's to say that i'm to blame no one ever said that i would stay the same i fear the twist around and i feel the wrong that i have found too many times i've been disgraced so i'll look to another place but i never want to turn around and see that face again it's not embarrassment but somewhere down the road it's got to end research yourself research that place but i don't know where to begin i understand that i think i've just seen the end no one ever said that i would feel no pain that you would stay the same that i would always change who's to say what stays the same not me sweating in the kitchen getting vibes from the television stating that we are not set free another night of misery it brought me closer to home and it cuts me to the bone to see the stares of the beaten men i know that it will happen again late at night i see these things holding what the future brings and struggle we might to learn what's wrong and right but i've seen the bloodshed of a hundred fights inside wrong turn on a long dark road a pain that will never show that night we lost a friend a wound that will never mend we touch despite the grudge a memory that will never budge a feeling that i won't forget a vision from when we met some people hold inside what others keep alive i am strong enough to succeed if i stop and spend time holding on to special thoughts that i feel i need to keep there were times like before when she was overcome by happiness and as one her life her age was prime and vulnerable satiate so you've got the opportunity to take my best away from me she's different now can't you see her life structure's been deranged by your greed and for your desires let me get my thoughts straight what gave you the right to take her away from me said you were raised and claimed to be neglected that's no excuse do you know the pain i feel with your presence just go away i think you've done your damage her plans for the future were dismissed by you so i will try i think i'll try it again to get my life straight and i pray that everything she's seen won't blind her and everything she's felt will show in years to come and as for you... and so we go pedal through the flowers i am scared and shaking where did we go now? the ways i've tried but the looking forward only set me back i want to know now where did we go? before i could fly i didn't know the feeling of getting higher and higher but the more you do it the easier it gets then it hurts more when you fall down chime the bell is ringing why's it so loud? can't you fell the tension time the clock is ticking why's it so loud? no means of prevention in my back yard i pulled every weed to get to the flower that was underneath now the flower's not growing it seems it's dying from no air got choked at the root i wave my flag and surrender in my front yard there are no cracks in the street so i picked up all the trash just to make the place neat but the more i do it seems the worse it gets and i can't stop the tv going on in my head chime the bell is ringing can't you feel the tension time the clock is ticking no way of prevention a candle in a window lonely sign of life will there be some truth inside or just another knife her silhouette empty face is hollow inside shadows caused by candle light have no depth or pride a candle in the window flickers through the night if it ever burns down to the base the world will see no light for light is a creation with no light you can not see oh for thousands that have lived in the dark the light will set them free no one turned your rally of peace into a state of violence inside i hear the screams of the strongest on their knees i took a look- i stepped back disappointment pulled me down locks of skin outside boredom lures them into this set let's walk away- no not a chance we pause and linger not alone random plunging people pushing presence to my face i heard it about 100 times when the act caught my sight i plugged my ears to dull the sound but curiosity let me see why i looked i still don't know but now vision that runs my head why are we overwhelmed by rules today? drop out of my league for the meantime i am older now but i feel the same i missed my prime and from now on i'm looked down upon i've tried everything and i wonder why i feel the same everlasting attempt to regress you can't expect to but it's expected of you to look the part or you won't get it and we wonder why we all live in the past pressure still i have tried |
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