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i'm gonna crack one day i'll just leave and go my way they might say i quit ask me if i give a shit i'll put it out and place one bet the day i crack i won't regret i know it's time to be a man and deal with things the best i can in fact i'm only seeing red everytime i turn my head empty vessels staring back life is getting to me lately as you can clearly see and i don't think i stand a chance there's no place i can go to leave this behind this fucked up world is all there is on my mind this i how it had to be something's canged inside of me i always want to run and hide dig a hole and crawl inside it's not that i'm feeling blue i'm sure you got your problems too i'm not a jerk i'm not a dick maybe just a little sick one of these days i'm gonna snap then you'll know that i'm cracked i wanna make you know i can do everything but idon't ever show you how i really am i wish i could say i have no regrets i wanted to much from you i don't wanna be this way i kick myself i wish i could say that i have no regrets today but i'm so nervous that i lose my cool everytime i pick up the phone and try to call you standing out in the freezing cold until i'm numb wondering why i'm always acting so dumb i don't wanna be this way i kick myself i wish i could say that i have no regrets today things just happened to turn out this way i can't say that i have no regrets today i used to have home with a room and be a porch and a driveway with a big garage but i traded it in i kept some faith and laid my head down every night and it seems so far awy remember me now cuz things always change 5 long years has gone i've done some time sleeping where i fall i know i'll never be the same i learned somethings about the places i saw i learned something about myself i guess it came the hard way now i know what counts i've got one prayer it's in your confidence i know all the places i don't want to be everyone's gone there'e no one just me remember me now cuz things always change 5 long years has gone i've done some time sleeping where i fall i know i'll never be the same remember me next time i go away for the first time i wanna stay i can count one hand here today the only thing that matters to me anyway and it seems so far away remember me now cuz things always change 5 long years has gone i've done some time sleeping where i fall i know i'll never be the same last week your pockets where fat spending on this and buying that the week is over and i'm not so flush i'd save some money if it wasn't a lush you didn't plan to fail you just failed to plan i'm livin' tha lowlife again last week it was pints of guiness now i'm drinking quarts of piss end of the month you've got no money kill my landlord ain't it funny? you didn't plan to fail you just failed to plan i'm livin' tha lowlife again so this ain't your finest hour i found some cereal but the milk is sour things look bad but this isn't the end someday i'll live large again to old to bother to young to care standing all alone lost in my mind somewhere so many unknown questions i've got to take another step on this sole adventure why is it i can't see what i need to be i wish i had some ideas about my detiny i don't know what it is i'm looking for i can't find it anywhere i never felt like this before i got no ideas what is i try to find i've got a strange feeling i'm lost in my own mind why is it i can't see what i need to be i wish i had some ideas about my detiny to old to bother to young to care (a bunch o' times) ride! ride! ride!.... comin' out through the park past the dog run smell of shit burning in the sun watch the cab dent his door happy hour here let's pick up jorge lock 'em up three cold beers in a cup inside coney something ain't right too many people on a friday night i can't see straight in the flashing lights i got a feeling there's gonna be a fight wrap it up, pack it up saddle up full tank of liqour in our guts drinkem down we gotta a ride going through the lower east side day or night mags on the run looking for trouble looking for fun bmx we got suss when we ride don't mess with us who's gonna throw the toilet off the roof? we already smashed the tv witha guitar and a vaccuum lighting fireworks throwing bottles upstairs in the red room. dave carried it up from the cellar, bowl tank and all now we just have to take it on the roof we can watch it fall. the landlord says you've got your your laws and i've got mine nobody's gonna have anywhere to live things are getting out of line i'm beatin' down doors stumbling down the street dialing the telephone. up all night up all morning right here is my home. but i know i don't even have to try i'm a single sucessful guy lonely with my friends lonely with my favorite girl lonely when i'm all alone if you're gonna talk i gotta listen because right here is my home it's easy i don't have to try i'm a single sucessful guy. my ears are ringin loud but i can't hear a sound. i'm carrying all i own and my heart is heavy in my chest. right here is my home its easy i don't have to try i'm a single sucessful guy pride's alot to swallow when you've been beaten down to the ground. you'll be back in a flash this won't be the last you'll find what there is to be found anyway that's what they say i don't know what i'm supposted to be in. you've gotta be in it to win it when it's your last chance sin. there are people with stuff and some without but in the end what does it mean to win. ok so i'm here making the best of it there's no such thing as a "sin" i guess i'll do whatever i want whatever that is then i know i'll win. you've gotta be in it to win it when it's you last chance sin... i spent some time saying some things i didn't want to say convincing someone of something about me not a lie but not the truth in a way. slipping into a suit and tie or walking in some shoes i got lost in that disguise i guess i had something to prove but the proof is there in what i do talk is cheap and clothes make the man if it's not a disguise and you know where you stand. i'm a clown i'm a monkey maybe i'm a jerk whatever you make me out to be but i know the difference and what you say dosen't matter to me. i don't care what you think i'm gonna do what i have to do. say what you wanna say talk's a waste of time with you. we're gonna have a party and it's gonna pay the bills. there's gonna be some beer we're gonna have a show let's go call the wall let everybody know! ernie ate five frittah's he's dyin for anothuh we won't invite your dad but we will invite your mutha! stevie d. showed up in his gremlin he's runnin from the pigs we tried to clean up the backyard but we got no help from wig! ill-phill deville and cool hand bill they came to dance and they came to swill tim chunks got lost on route 8 he can't drive he's from queens. the sticks and stones crew brought some wine they'll be here for a while the dog is dancin in the driveway picken chiken style. the dairy swill girls and the demo's are here pablo's playing darts colt 45 works everytime,lando's breakin heart's. happy hour's next door but you'll have to brave the downpoor i'm staying here where i can get a song free with my drink to smooth thing's along. the bartender he looks kind of sauced but he always knows what's going down it's how you carry yourself at the holiday cocktail lounge i didn't talk or say much but i got to know alot the greatest delicacies of spain the effects of rain on your brain. i got another free drink with my free song the usual things they come and move along here at the holiday cocktail lounge. i heard some places can change how you feel it's not something you can see but i think that it's real words that were spoken of passing thoughts in the mind somebody just rolled through and they left them behind maybe they sat in this very stool and didn't make a sound they just came and went here at the holiday cocktail lounge. (instrumental) 2 shots of expresso (cold), 3 scoops vanilla ice cream, choclate syrup, a dash of ronny king on the hammond organ for flavor mix ingrediants till real smooth top with whip cream shake well dance and enjoy.. you may think we're weather martyr's but snow and ice makes us rock harder punkers should be pale and pasty the pizza here is fierce and tasty east coast! fuck you! we go out west and play some shows then we know it's time to go. pack the truck and head on back, new york's better and that's a fact. i love your eyes so much i wanna poke em out i love your legs so much i wanna break em off i love your hair so much i wanna rip it out you played a game with the wrong motherfucker violent love my violent love love ya so much i wanna kill ya i love your face so much i wanna smack it off i love your pants so much i wanna pull em down got nothin but love today whip it out and fire away can you feel the pain in my heart? look at me again and i'll hit ya hate ya so much i wanna kill ya love you so much i wanna love ya touch me again and i'll kick ya you're my precious little girl you mean more to me than the world. shark attack! shark attack! quarter pounders and big macs shark attack! shark attack! when we eat steaks our heads roll back. bouncing souls are on your block first we eat then we rock close your windows lock your doors we like food better when it's yours. feeding frenzy at your mom's just sit still and stay calm it's too late you let us in let the eating games begin! shark attack! feeding frenzy in the street drinking beer and eating meat when were hungry watch your back as we plan our next attack... |
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