Miss integrity your face is turning red again now
Something no one needs to see
So if you follow through with your intentions
All your fretting can all get washed away
Right before your eyes
Don't realize
Understanding all depends
Knowing if you're winning
Keep up to the pace
So if you meet it less at your discretion
All your fretting will all get harder to deal with than
I ever thought that it would be on you
If you're going to sleep it off it's not my style
Why the sudden change
You're neglecting everything built complex
Your doubt of honesty has all been self inspired.
Stronger than you make yourself to be
Got to keep your head in line
Rejected is how you feel this time
All's the same needless to say
Shrug it off before all gained respect
Turns into nothing more

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In Reach

Take this down and make sure that
You remember that what you think
What appears is not always the case
Still you're talking shit all for no reason
You try competing with the words I speak
I feel the tension
You're blown away
I'm taking you down
Options are still in reach
There's no peace in this discomfort
Don't know why I fell so hard
Now all your opinions are going sour
Such strong opinions but not your own...
And just when things started going for me
I don't need this, still receive it
And now you're talking shit
And it blows me away
Don't talk any more and it's making me think
More than I want to, settle the score
What is it for, it sets you back
Leaves you waiting for something to give.

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This Side

Break it down to me
You really think it's all that easy
You shouldn't even waste your time
And don't you
Feed the lines with all your shit cause
Ignorance makes easy critics
Media with wrong direction
Is more than we're asking for
You write us off
False autority is fine but it's all for the narrow minded
You don't understand
The position that you hide behind
And now I know your really so far off
Another biased view
Judging all our true intentions
Somehow it looks to me
You don't seem to call the shots that fair
I give it everything
No compromise for what you say it's all the same
How can you not understand you're so far off
What you meant to say
Is different from the way that it's supposed to be
What you portray is all the same you're so far off

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Less Than Nothing

Remember we'd confide without a second guess
The feeling now a loss or maybe less
Emptiness, a feeling of self regret
Something I will never ever forget
The faces you have stepped on have been broken down
Understand your motivations
Guilt lies on
Knowing you were desecrating
Friendships gone
You threw it all away
Something you should have known
We both were wrong
Was left unsaid and it weighs on me
It's just like you to be settling for less than nothing
You're making assumptions
My views mean nothing to you
Remain half a step away without
Mending the trust that has been torn apart
Misunderstanding has left this all for naught
Swallow your pride and let's salvage what we both knew
Disregard the senseless conflict
Take down your guard
It will be dismissed.

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Wasted

Eighteen years old, did what you're told
You've gone on with all your parents wishes
Fancy degree thought that was the key
But now you're stuck washing dishes
It's still so distant from you
The life that you wanted
Your dreams are lost behind you
Forget it start over.
Five fifty plus tips, putting up with shit
This can't be all that there is
Four years in the books and all your time it took
And you end up with nothing but this
I can't believe you now
All that time wasted
You thought you had it all worked out
It seems so simple
Now that you are on your own, so devastated
You wish you had all the time back
Now that you've had a sample
You face that fear
A solemn oath that you were forced into

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Turd Farmer

My girl sits so close
I squeal my tires just for show
And cruise the strip until the Red Rooster is closed
Get some offsales to go fuck shit up
Hey, don't you even try to look at me
Hey goof, what did you just say
Hop in my truck
Find someone to fuck up
Punks, fags, geeks, wimps, traveling freak show in a motorhome
A pacifist you say
Maybe I'd understand you if I'd make it through grade 8
Hey goof what did you just say
Your days are spent thinking of ways
To create confrontations with someone
Trying to understand just can't comprehend
Your turd mentality
In time you may free yourself
Put your dickmode in a bucket
And run over it with your truck
You don't need to prove yourself to me
I know better

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Lost Cause

You've found another reason
For you to keep on stalling
It seems to make no difference
When you are your best interest
Back yourself with the lies you spread
In the end there's no truth to defend
Now you're watching out over your shoulder
Cause everyday the past gets closer
You've been running
Hiding from the truth too long
Now another day goes by and you stand there
Looking down on those who carried you so far
Now another day you say that it's not fair
You brought it on and you can't take it

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Filter

Today I felt the weight compelling
Not the first it's not the best I've been
No thoughts come out worth saying
Self tension has limited
What am I committing myself to
Resistance is going no where
It still counts to you more than anything
When you're around pocket all of my attention
Filter out you
Fault touches no one, it just happens, no one wins
I guess it all depends
Tomorrow I'll feel the weight times ten
No thoughts to speak, no self expression
Complacency is all I need
Insight of what's important to me
You don't know me, just pretend to
Important to me isn't to you
Why I seal off all connections
Self tension has got to end

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Doin' Fine

I start to think allot about what I did
But not what I would say
My friend, it's not what they told me
Had allot of shit go down but in the final stage
You wanted me just to stay, I've done my all
Now I'm stable,
Now that the cards are on the table.
Well all was said in decent taste
All I needed was some distance and space, a mess
A lesson is learned
Allot of people knocked it but what they'd see was
Different from what you'd say
You'd say I can't understand why you don't come to visit
Get on with your life, you can't understand...
That I'm doin' fine this time, I don't really care
What you say no more now that I see
What was distant from me, not going to wake up
Doing fine this time
That could be why you are here no more
Things for you went wrong this time
You want it more than I do,
Something changed along these lines
You needed it more than I did.

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Six Inch Coiler On White

Laid awake all night preoccupied
Rummaging through
Stacks of dreams that have been pushed aside
Is expired aspirations built on lies
So I complain
Again another miss, I never again
I've waited for so long
I push to follow through, it never seems to show that way
In myself, tired of this slow pace
Promised everything
Force fed shit that I will eat
I'll be naïve
Just this last time
Stuffed in my face
Wake up every day
Find myself in the same place
My hope defaced
It serves me right
Everyday I'm fed the same
Cannot compete
What's in the way
Why can't I sleep
Cannot be optimistic
What will it take
Cannot compete
Everyday I feel the same
And nothing's ever going to take my dignity.

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Bent On Profit

Stagnant lives
All kept in place
By those who say
9-5 makes them stronger
They say the same shit everyday
They don't even know their names
Forgotten in false promises of reaching so much more
Silent cries
Drowned inside
Conditioned minds
Bent on profits of the day
Seems all will has been erased
By the rules they will not break
They're taught to expect an empty life
Can you blame them
Blinders blocking out all other direction
Their shattered dreams are kept in place
By the certainty the routine always makes them
Follow through with full intent on keeping up
With those ahead
Trade their lives for endless races
Awaiting the time their oppression will end

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Nothing

Nothing changes in my life
Another day, wasted day now
Can I get far from this place
Amuse myself with all these games
What a lie what a shame now
There is no more to erase
Can I let go
It must seem I'm lost in despair
No one beside me all I need is myself.
Discretion means nothing when I'm happy this way
I don't want to be a part on your world anyway
Take in everything, a simple view it explains you
A comfy chair with no one there it's safe
So I have myself a simple mind, to me that's fine
A slower pace I think that that's the case
It's nothing
My mind's not melting I think it's helping
To fit the crime
It's what I need to get me through these days
Nothings changed

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Up 'Til Now

Maybe someday you'll be something
But I know I can make it
No regrets until this day, life couldn't get better for me
No way
Fold up now from what you speak
I know you think it's all a waste
I won't turn back `cause nothing else is true
I try convincing
All you know is your own way
So you rule me out in assumptions
Go on and say the things you do
It's comforting to you
I've got everything I need
I am complete, your lifestyle does nothing for me
Difference of opinions
Tradition is concrete in your mind
You ride it
Common interest
Still such difference
Between how we live our lives
You ride it out, you're missing out
I'm trying hard to leave a mark
I missed again
I can't give up
It's what I am
It's where I'm at
I give it all
I still get pushed back
At least I try
The things I've seen
I can't complain about the way it's been
Up `till now
I recognize me
Still you seem blind
To what's inside, you don't realize
Up `till now
What you're missing
Maybe someday I'll be something
Complaints I won't regret

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