I Love Secret Agents

I'm paranoid
watching over you
are you looking this way
talking this way
so paranoid
i hide from you 
so just stop breathing
delude
veracity
life has no meaning
when it's not justified
so paranoid 
breath
belong
comply

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Monticello

Watered down
letters of hate
creep in on me
i've watched that water
drip into mud
as charred fingers stab
at my eyes
no regrets can touch this soul
cause i'm a devil,
in a three-piece suit
that good old green
paint on paper
prostitute
for now four walls closing
stabbing at my fate
soon dirt starts staring
down that barrel
turning water into wine
it never seemed so sweet
turning faith into blind
it never was so easy

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Cleopatra's Sling

I've masked myself so long
so why have you nursed these tears
and now it seems so clear
the life you gave is broken
ugly hmans round up razorblades
taste that steel
cold to the touch
warm to your tongue
cut it out
to speak evil
god how will i defend
to mother her
hands will wrap around your neck
she'll kiss you and call you ugly
it's O.k.
we'll just kill her too

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Caffeine

Ravaged skies
rain
did you forget
have you forgotten
liar
did you forget
cause it's not over yet
cheat
the digital reads
20to2
and the radio is screaming
static
rather burn you than love you 
but i won't be fooled
into dreaming of parks
that breathe
instead
i'll have sweet nightmares of you
these days are over 
i've turned the page
and burned the book
charcoal circles
around your eyes
no regrets
right!

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Three For Flinching (Revenge Of The Porno Clowns)

you laugh
stop laughing
i lack in eslf-esteem
too little too late
no one will find us here
pointed fingers at painted faces
don't think twice
just point and shriek
i bleed under makeup
wjile entertaining the fool
you laugh
stop laughing
i sleep in corners
come out to play
we'll kiss the floor
so soft to the touch
it makes you
now death hunts
i'm the monster in your closet
when there is no front door
oh how that sounds so sweet
the bat to dumb cranium
angry shadows caress the world
frantic
come out to play
stop laughing
stop laughing
stop laughing
stop laughing
stop laughing
stop laughing

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Sugar Coated Sour

what rounding out breaks
the silent barrier
waiting and waiting
can i pick your modest waste
i expect no more than
DID I STUTTER
DID I STUTTER
DID I STUTTER
simple regret
yeah, take a bow
you deserved
yeah, eat shit
you earned it
life would be so much better
if you did not exist
and god bless you fucking queen
what pawns
we have become
in this bland
little play:
sugar.coated,sour.

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Abe The Cop

as if in a dream
only one man
can know 
he tastes the dirt
he chews the dirt
the dirt
the filth
now swallow
the filth of it
cold sweat
runs down slow
just choke
the filth of it
now swallow
mixed withhot tastes of blood
and the cold taste of defeat
i want to die
jsut one more time
roll over and die
white lights mad and MANIACAL
seep out dark brick walls
you
just shun heavens thunder
while laughing at the sky
with a hiss of the nightmare's downpour
laughing at the sky
now wake up and... DIE
just one more time
as if in a dream
only one more time 
i must die

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43% Burnt

i smell that whore
bring me back
bring me a brick
take my bottle
and break it
pour it all out
i pushed you too far
self absorb that pity
i want to knock you off your horse
i just feel it
everything's fine
spit on yourself
you're so beautiful
crack and chip off
like the sun won't
shine
down
take your medicine like a champ
while that sting can last a million years
self absorb that utopia
so bad
i just feel it