I declare I don't care no more 
I'm burning up and out and growing bored 
In my smoked out boring room 

My hair is shagging in my eyes 
Dragging my feet to hit the street tonight 
To drive along these shit town lights 

I'm not growing up 
I'm just burning out 
And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead 

Apathy has rained on me 
Now I'm feeling like a soggy dream 
So close to drowning but I don't mind 

I've lived inside this mental cave 
Throw my emotions in the grave 
Hell, who needs them anyway 

I'm not growing up 
I'm just burning out 
And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead 

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Having A Blast 

I'm taking all you down with me 
Explosives duct taped to my spine 
Nothings gonna change my mind 

I won't listen to anyone's last words 
There's nothing left for you to say 
Soon you'll be dead anyway 

No one here is getting out alive 
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care 
So close your eyes 
And kiss yourself goodbye 
And think about the times you spent and what they've 
ment 
To me it´s nothing... 

I'm losing all my happiness 
The happiness you pinned on me 
Loneliness still comforts me 

My anger dwells inside of me 
I'm taking it all out on you 
And all the shit you put me through 

No one here is getting out alive 
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care 
So close your eyes 
And kiss yourself goodbye 
And think about the times you spent and what they've 
ment 
To me it´s nothing... 

Do you ever thing back to another time? 
Does it bring you so down that you thought you lost 
you're mind? 
Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction 
And now down any bullshit that confronts you? 
Do you ever build up all the small things in your head? 

To make one problem that adds up to nothing 
To me it´s nothing... 

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Chump 

I don't know you 
But, I think I hate you 
You're the reason for my misery 
Strange how you've become my biggest enemy 
And I've never even seen your face 

Maybe it's just jealousy 
Mixing up with a violent mind 
A circumstance that doesn't make much sense 
Or maybe I'm just dumb 

You're the cloud hanging out over my head 
Hail comes crashing down welting my face 
Magic man, egocentric plastic man 
Yet you still get one over on me 

Maybe it's just jealousy 
Mixing up with a violent mind 
A circumstance that doesn't make much sense 
Or maybe I'm just dumb 

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Longview 

Sit around and watch the tube, but nothing's on 
Change the channels for an hour or two 
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit 
I'm sick of all the same old shit 
In a house with unlocked doors 
And i'm fucking lazy 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
Take me away to paradise 
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind! 
And I smell like shit 

Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving 
I sure as hell can't do it by myself 
I'm feeling like a dog in heat 
Barred indoors from the summer street 
I locked the door to my own cell 
And I lost the key 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
Take me away to paradise 
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind! 
And I smell like shit 

I got no motivation 
Where is my motivation 
No time for the motivation 
Smoking my inspiration 

Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling 
Call me pathetic, call me what you will 
My mother says to get a job 
But she don't like the one she's got 
When masturbation's lost its fun 
You're fucking lazy!! 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
Take me away to paradise 
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind 
And loneliness has to suffice 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
I was slipping away to paradise 
Some say, "quit or I'll go blind." 
But it's just a myth 

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Welcome To Paradise 

Dear mother, can you hear me whining? 
It's been three whole weeks since that I have left 
your home 
This sudden fear has left me trembling 
Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own 
And I'm feeling so alone 

Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken 
homes 
Some call it the slums some call it nice 
I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call 
my home 
Welcome To Paradise! 

A gunshot rings out at the station 
Another urchin snaps and left dead on his own 
It makes me wonder why I'm still here 
For some strange reason it's now feeling like my home 

And I'm never gonna go 

Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken 
homes 
Some call it the slums some call it nice 
I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call 
my home 
Welcome To Paradise! 

Dear mother, can you hear me laughing 
It's been six whole months since that I have left your 
home 
It makes me wonder why I'm still here 
For some strange reason it's now feeling like my home 

And I'm never gonna go 

Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken 
homes 
Some call it the slums some call it nice 
I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call 
my home 
Welcome To Paradise! 

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Pulling Teeth 

I'm all busted up 
Broken bones and nasty cuts 
Accidents will happen 
But this time I can't get up 
She comes to check on me 
Making sure I'm on my knees 
After all she's the one 
Who put me in this state 

Is she ultra-violent? 
Is she disturbed? 
I better tell her that I love her 
Before she does it all over again 
Oh god, she's killing me! 

For now I'll lie around 
Hell, that's all I can really do 
She takes good care of me 
Just keep saying my love is true 

Is she ultra-violent? 
Is she disturbed? 
I better tell her that I love her 
Before she does it all over again 
Oh god, she's killing me! 

Looking out my window for 
Someone that's passing by 
No one knows I'm locked in here 
All I do is cry 

For now I'll lie around 
Hell, that's all I can really do 
She takes good care of me 
Just keep saying my love is true 

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Basketcase 

Do you have the time to listen to me whine 
About nothing and everything all at once 
I am one of those 
Melodramatic fools 
Neurotic to the bone 
No doubt about it 

Sometimes I give myself the creeps 
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me 
It all keeps adding up 
I think I'm cracking up 
Am I just paranoid? 
Well, I´m just stoned! 

I went to a shrink 
To analyze my dreams 
She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down 

I went to a whore 
He said my life's a bore 
So quit my whining cause it's bringing her down 

Sometimes I give myself the creeps 
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me 
It all keeps adding up 
I think I'm cracking up 
Am I just paranoid? 

Grasping to control 
So I better hold on... 

Sometimes I give myself the creeps 
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me 
It all keeps adding up 
I think I'm cracking up 
Am I just paranoid? 
I´m just stoned... 

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She 

She 
She screams in silence 
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind 

Wait-ing for a sign 
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control 

Are you locked up in a world 
Thats been planned out for you? 
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? 

Scream at me until my ears bleed 
I'm taking heed just for you 

She 
She's figured out 
All her doubts were someone else's point of view 

Wake-ing up this time 
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control 

Are you locked up in a world 
Thats been planned out for you? 
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? 

Scream at me until my ears bleed 
I'm taking heed just for you 

Are you locked up in a world 
Thats been planned out for you? 
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? 

Scream at me until my ears bleed 
I'm taking heed just for you 

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Sassafras Roots 

Roaming 'round your house - wasting your time 
No obligation, just wasting your time 
So why are you alone wasting your time? 
When you could be with me wasting your time 

Well, I'm a waste like you 
With nothing else to do 
May I waste your time too? 

Warding off regrets - wasting your time 
Smoking cigarettes - wasting your time 
I'm just a parasite - wasting your time 
Applying myself to - wasting your time 

Well, I'm a waste like you 
With nothing else to do 
May I waste your time too? 

So why are you alone wasting your time? 
When you could be with me wasting your time 
Well, I'm a waste like you 
With nothing else to do 
May I waste your time too? 
May I waste your time too? 
May I waste your time too? 

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When I Come Around 
  
I heard you crying loud, all the way across town 
You've been searching for that someone, and it's me 
out on the prowl 
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself 

So don't get lonely now 
And dry your whining eyes 
I'm just roaming for the moment 
Sleazin' my back yard so don't get 
So uptight you been thinking about ditching me 

No time to search the world around 
Cause you know where I'll be found 
When I come around 

I heard it all before 
So don't knock down my door 
I'm a loser and a user so 
I don't need no accuser 
To try and slag me down because I know you´re right 

So go do what you like 
Make sure you do it wise 
You may find out that your selfdoubt means nothing 
was ever there 
You can't go forcing something if it's just not right 

No time to search the world around 
Cause you know where I'll be found 
When I come around 

No time to search the world around 
Cause you know where I'll be found 
When I come around 

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Coming Clean 

Seventeen and strung out on confusion 
Trapped inside a roll of disillusion 
I found out what it takes to be a man 
Well, Mom and Dad will never understand 

Secrets collecting dust but never forget 
Skeletons come to life in my closet 
I found out what it takes to be a man 
Well, Mom and Dad will never understand 
What's happening to me 

Seventeen and coming clean for the first time 
I finally figured out myself for the first time 
I found out what it takes to be a man 
Mom and Dad will never understand 
What's happening to me 

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Emenius Sleepus 

I saw my friend the other day and I don't know 
Exactly just what he became 
It goes to show 

It wasn't long ago 
I was just like you 
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home 

How have I been, how have you been 
It's been so long 
What have you done with all your time 
And what went wrong 

I knew you back when 
And you - you knew me 
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home 

Anybody ever say no? 
Ever tell you that you weren't right? 
Where did all the little kid go? 
Did you lose it in a hateful fight? 
And you know it's true 

It wasn't long ago 
I was just like you 
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home 

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In The End 

All brawn and no brains 
And all those nice things 
You finally got what you want 
Someone to look good with 
And light your cigarette 
Is this what you really want? 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
Sooo... 
I hope I won't be there in the end if you come around. 

How long will he last 
Before he's a creep in the past 
And you're alone once again? 
Will you pop up Again and be my "special friend" til 
the end? 
And when will that be? 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
Sooo... 
I hope I won't be there in the end if you come around. 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
Sooo... 
I hope I won't be there in the end if you come around. 

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F.O.D. (Fuck Off and Die) 

Something's on my mind 
It's been for quite some time 
This time I'm on to you 
So where's the other face? 
The face I heard before 
Your head trip's boring me 

Let's nuke the bridge we torched 2,000 times before 
This time we'll blast it all to hell 
I've had this burning in my guts now for so long 
My belly's aching now to say 

Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut 
A side of you well hid 
When it's all said and done  it's real and it's been fun 
But was it all real fun 

Let's nuke the bridge we torched 
2,000 times before 
This time we'll blast it all to hell 
I've felt this burning in my guts now for so long 
My belly's aching now to say to say 

You're just a fuck 
I can't explain it cause I think you suck. 
I'm taking pride in telling you to fuck off and die. 

I've had this burning in my guts now for so long 
My belly's aching now to say 
I'm take-ing pleasure in the doubts I've passed to you 
So listen up as you bite this 

You're just a fuck 
I can't explain it cause I think you suck. 
I'm take-ing pride 
In telling you to fuck off and die. 

Goood niiight!!! 
  
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Overtrack  -  All By Myself 

I was alone, I was all by myself 
No one was looking, I was thinking of you 
Oh yeah, did I mention I was all by myself 

All by myself 
All by myself 
All by myself 

I went to your house, but no one was there 
Went to your room 
I was all by myself 
You and me had 
Such wonderful times 
When I'm all by myself, 
All by myself 

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