Would it make you feel much better 
If it was you against the world 
If you were an alien 
If it were conspiracy 
and would it hurt to live in comfort 
If you found someone to trust 
If you knew that you were with us 
If we shared a common goal 
But you will isolate, alienate 
No one can appreciate 
the poor miss understood 
Can you see that I don’t care anymore 
Do you ever stop to listen 
Are you a martyr for your pride 
Does it makes you fell much better 
When you are an alien? 

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Making Friends 

As you in this search for something to hate 
I can feel you rally around someone 
with your peers 
but can you stand alone 
Can you take the long way home 
Cause I stood in the circle 
a hundred times before 
and I feel safer in the eye of a storm 
You can throw your stones 
I’ll only bleed for you one day 
They all answer to the hearsay 
but they will only care for one day 
It’s so small and I would love 
to show you all 
I can see you in the middle of a doubt 
You told them we had a falling out 
Sick your dogs on me 
as you take the easy way out 
So I will be a freak show 
when the circus comes to town 
and I will rain on your parade 
without a sound 
Then we will draw a crowd 
that’s only breaking down for one day 
I graduate this calss with honors 
I will never fail drama 
Making Friends 
Will you still hate me tomorrow? 

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Unfurnished 

The TV’s broke 
Her cheeks are soaked 
The drink is empty 
And now he is everything she hates 
Her lowest day 
It’s all the same It’s all the same 
This house is drowning in 
inevitable silence 
And it’s always been on 
In another born sick love 
Never made her question 
right or wrong 
In a see of failure he’s numb 
Upstairs disgust 
Small words cut through what once 
was their trust 
And then he gots everything he wants 
Silent treatement 
She’s out of breath 
There’s no one left around 
He will have regret when there is 
nothing left to say 
And it’s alway been on 
In another born sick love 
Never made him question 
right or wrong 
In a see of failure he’s numb 
It’s already killed me 
That’s aleready killed me 
It’s already been there 
That’s nothing new 
I overdosed 
I dug an hole 
I buried them and died with you 
In a sea of failure and I am numb 

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One thing to live 

A look in your eyes what can I say 
You left us here and it’s a shame 
I would like to have helped 
To begin again 
you decided you fate 
One thing to live 
A look at you now what’s in a name 
You left them there 
It was a shame 
They would like to have helped 
Again to begin 
but potential was yours never ours 
before you chose your fate 
before you asked them all to wait 
Left standing there 
to watch you play with your matches 
One god burn deserves another two 
but one thing to live is one thing to live 
Selfish fool nobody loves you 
Self resent how can they trust you 
Walk around with a butt tattoo 
It will never do 
Why should you die with dignity 
You lived in a shame 
as you ask them all to wait 
Left standing here 
to watch you lying in your ashes 
One good burn deserves another two 
One thing to live is one thing to live 

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Today 

As you expect here as the keys 
So come and go as you please 
Wath’s mine seems to be yours 
Welcome to my drawers 
Today I heard them say a funny thing 
They were happy you were clean 
You were headed for success 
in the mountains of excess 
Today you fail them 
Tomorrow more 
Maybe I’ll lend you some more cash 
Don’t have to play it back 
I can depend on you 
Dependent on everyone 
Why am I guilty of my bending back 
Over to breaking 
The object of some desire 
Too late Too late 
Today I’m saving you 
I must have finished my last care 
with that beer 
With some ideal I might win 
while losing 
That’s some mentality I have 
to finish talking 
I’m finished talking 
Today I heard a funny thing 
Tey were happy you were clean 
And you won’t be looking back 
to the one that helped you pack 

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Confession 

By now you should find your mouth 
By now you should call me 
We can work it out 
I fallow it until the end of concession 
"A falling out" I heard from them 
there’s no discretion 
I’m burning out on this 
By now you should be in a better place 
and thinking for your self 
It’s not your axe to grind 
and this is my latest confession 
I hope you hear about it 
Victims I know the saints come to call 
and bring you obsession 
to save you from your fall 
Victim I know it wont be long 
‘till one worth possessing 
is one you’ll never reach 
Swallow it until the end 
of our concession 
I’m sure I’ll hear from you 
through them 
There’s no discretion 
I’m burning out on this 
and this is my latest confession 
I doubt you’ll hear about it 
It’s only indecision 
this is your latest condition 
I hope you hear about it soon 

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Bad scene 

Cause I’m a bad scene 
and here’s everyone to blame but me 
Everyone points 
We all have all our selfish points 
A broken machine 
Used to puke up something good when we fed it 
and I’m sure I’ll miss it 
Not so sure I’ll ever see you 
Five years desensitized 
You’re my inspiration 
Ten thousand silent miles to hell 
Four well drinks, I am well 
Six months in hiatus 
A lifetime too short to save us 
Never wanted to be famous 
A good day to die off shameless 
So fuck longevity 
when there is no use in searching for a noose 
Hanging on to abuse 
sick of hanging around and waiting 
Cause it’s bad scene 
and there’s everyone to blame but me 
Everyone points 
We all have our selfish points 
A broken machine 
Used to puke up someting good when we fed it 
I’m against it 
Bad scene 

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Smile 

I hate my friends 
I hate my friends 
I hate my... 
Two in the morning here 
I am turning blue 
I’m drinking up for an old friend 
Bourbon can’t clean my mind of this 
voice in my head 
"I hate my friends" 
Cause they make me 
think about the smile that I’m faking 
I hate my 
Yeah, that’s the scene that I am in 
Lying 
At odds with every bland image 
How many excuses can this 
fool listen to 
You never cared 
There was no us 
only misery and distrust 
I hate my... 

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Twenty-seven 

I hope you didn’t mind when I saw you 
turn into nothing less than 
nothing new 
Before you wait to sleep it off... 
How little is enough? 
What can you do? 
before you decide to make the last mistake 
With draw away from us 
and say good-bye 
to all but one that takes you 
ond puts you to rest 
On twenty-seven street nothing will keep you warm 
Everything bring you harm 
Everything here fails you 
Now lying at your feet 
Everyone nails you 
Everyone worships you 
Everyone here fails you 
I can figure it out and it’s all about to... 
turn into lack of wit on sinking ships 
I might have jumped 
but you jumped first 
Abandon ties that bind 
There’s no salvation here 
I’d surely miss the times when we were so depressed 
No I miss you I Know I miss you 
and you are missing something 
You take a rip and then you find 
sedation Some salvation 
A masochistic only point of view 
Nothing is left to you 
Everyond speaks the truths 
Everyone here fails me 
Hope you didn’t mind when I saw you 

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Choke 

Choke choke pride 
Still I could only wait for you to decide 
Tear it all apart 
You break my heart 
Why don’t you follow through 
Follow through 
And the day ends 
A so called friend 
A drunken bed 
How could you with... 
Why would you...
All of them 
No one owns you 
Just keep me hanging here 
Tell me you need me dear 
Tell me you’re sure I souldn't fear 
Lies Lies Lies 
Choke Choke Please 
Have another drink on me 
My love humiliation 
I gave you every chance to leave 
and you stayed just long enough 
to bury me 
As I understand wath no one can see 
I stop 
And all these words seem selfish 
and anger you 
And none of it is true 
But all of them confess until I choke... 
I tough I knew a true love 
I used to think you really cared 
I used to think I knew True Innocence 
I though that you were that 
I know you to well when you lie 
I hope you choke on them 
and see for me 
For me 
And all these words seem selfish and 
anger you 
And you were always true 
Am I the only want that hears you lie? 

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Failure 

Pick up please 
The boys give you validity 
They give you what you want 
They can never give enough
Only charity until you're sorry 
Victimized, 
one thing I can’t criticize 
Given you struggle 
Could you ever be alone? 
Seems impossible and still I’m sorry 
Saint Freedom, 
it’s so easy when you give up 
No matter what I’ve done 
I could never be the one 
It’s never effortless to fail 
I can rely on this 
Could you ever rely on me 
Jealousy 
The boys give you validity 
No matter what you’ve done 
I could never be the one 
Just a shareholder of lies 
I put you to bed 
They will always leave 
independent of you 
You could never deny 
I always knew how to fail you 
I always knew you 

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To all my friends 

Here’s a song to all my friends 
I know they’d like 
I remember every drunken night at the old dive 
Driving the ol’wreck 
Trying to make it home somehow 
One more pit stop at our favorite 
watering hole 
The ghost of Christmas past 
swallowed all our pride 
We’d open up our story books 
and water down the eyes 
our demons raised their glasses singing 
"I propose a toast to my friends" 
Who’s buying the next round 
Cup half empty Cup half full 
Perspectives and beers 
They weren’t failure 
Just the regulars of my favorite year 
They come and go 
paying their toll 
From mobiles homes 
Decaying old unsound minds 
The ghost of Cristmas failure 
dancing to the click of time 
The beating of defeat 
Shaking in his hands 
a lifetime of retreat 
And his regrets were ours 
A time to say good-bye 
I’ve been waiting so long for you to call 
my old friend 
To all my friends... 

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