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Working Class Whorei can feel the pressure coming downfrom all around so many deadlines to meet life has gotten crazy again so many people counting on me i keep my nose pressed to the grindstone i find comfort there i work for a living and i get it done i don't have a moment to spare. you think you've got me figured out well there's not really to much more i work for a living and i get it done i'm just another working class whore. i put in the over time on this corporate ladder climb i'm respected inside these wall's i make my journey home watch tv all alone outside i'm nothing so many times i wish i could make a difference in this world but i work for a living and i get it done i just do as i am told you think you've got me figured out well there's not really to much more i work for a living and i get it done i'm just another working class whore. day in day out same old thing i'm a slave to this grind for all the work i do to keep myself ahead i wonder what i leave behind. rent, water, power, phone, insurance to pay on health, life auto and home. i wake up old and i won't fit the mold i'll be out on my own. i'm just another working class whore. Soberbeahall the trees they line the yardssuburban homes all in a row screened in porches, swimming pools deluxe electric garage doors and trampolines, parkway where the grass grows, solar panel lighted christmas trees. i'm far away from where i wanna be suddenly appreciates the inside foundations cracked yeah that we know for sure i'm far away from where i want to be. what happens next to be you'll know high rise in the city elevators up to the hundredth floor doormen with their whistle blow taxi lights they come and go go ahead and piss your day away Pieeveryone goes through a little painkeep watching and follow me the guilt that your going to give to me is never going to leave something new and i don't relate can't hang around for long a stone unturned every missing word disillusioned i've become this ain't the way it's supposed to be this time i think i'll let it lay another day to drown i'm tired and my patience thin keep feeding off the bone some say that it's impossible to stop and smell the rose going out with a bang next time don't know what i'll be next year a few hours south and the air is green maybe something new is there it has to work this time around or i'll trade it in for sure everything for me myself and i this time come first Gonei don't plan anythingi'm trying to come home thoughts of you are always on my mind a runaway from problems my excuse when i am there you roll over once again i'm gone i'm old it's plain to see a life of tragedy save it for later that's what we always said what will that do for us tried to paint a picture of the time that we once shared you never seemed to be so concerned story goes like this you say i'm almost never there independent is what you've always want an arm to hold on someone to sleep next to in the night rolling over once again i'm gone look through the backlog and index of thoughts this time it won't get to me. Over Iti don't want to hear another wordyour over it it seems i don't think you'll mind the end to much if it justifies your means all this silence once disturbed me there's nothing more to say unless you speak what's on your mind you can go your separate way. wake me up when it's all over i've got things to do i'd like to get on with my life if it's with or without you and it breaks my heart to see all that we've done just thrown away an i don't wanna live like this today for the last four years i've come to but my head against this wall for all the troubles i've found i've got nowhere at all i try to speak but no one hears a single word i say desperation seems to grow with every show i play i may be down but i'm not out there's a few rounds left to go been around this circle enough time i ought to know life is what you make of it and i'm too tired to play i don't want to live like this today i'm so tired of feeling like i do from waiting to see if we will change all that we thought we'd never be is what we live today i don't want to live my life this way Darksidei could never do enough for youyou took all i could give to leave me outside in the cold am i supposed to forgive? go your way and i'll go mine there's nothing left to say i'm better of without some one who would treat a friend this way felling sorry for yourself i don't feel sorry for you search for answers find no answers i don't feel sorry for you support your cause i never will believe a thing you say the taste of dirt inside your mouth it's the dark side you can blame search to find the answers that were once intelligent now you find your self all alone with your new friends the loss of hope the forgotten dreams i'll get over you some day you built this wall around yourself and you pushed us all away there's so many song's that glorify this sickness that decay standing still while your hanging on i'll get over you someday Nothing To Losedon't tell me life can be unkindhow the goals you thought you could reach you can never find cause it's all work ain't nothing free to bad you had to learn at the expense of me i'm tired of the lies i hear why do you feel the need to dismiss your act's of selfishness why can't you own up to your own greed? nothing to lose and nothing to gain your still right where you've always been nothing ever seems to change nothing to prove or to be explained you get what you deserve in the end it's really all the same so much for my trust in you my once long time friend you've done the damage that you can do the waste of energy you expend i've done nothing dishonest to you you lit the flame that burned this bridge and from all i see and hear the guilt is laying heavy on your head. think of all the energy you've wasted trying to get even nothing come from bringing others down i'm all out of sympathy you took what you could take from me squander your i'll gotten fortune back Second Besti don't care to much about anything anymorethere's no difference between wrong and right I'm tired living life out of spite i don't care to much about anything anymore i've been here for to long it's this change i can't go through your better off without me aren't you? (aren't you?) i've lost my faith in finding humanity for every girl that ever broke my heart for every fucked up friend that played that part i have lost my faith in finding humanity compassion isn't enough for all that I can do you're better off with out me, aren't you? i've been here too long to change i can't go though you're better without me, aren't you? (aren't you?) Just For Meforget the tears running down my faceeverything so unimportant and you say when we understand all our problems will go away and i'm just trying to keep things simple know what's it going to take for me to say a few more hours i think we need a change get back to all the reasons when we've tried to turn the other way response triggers an image i'm just trying to keep it all together now what's it going to take for me to say i built these walls around my world so no one could get in selfish that's the way i want to be sharing not my thing and definitely won't give i'm keeping all that's left it's just for me. Dog's Lifemy cases sit right in front of mewaiting for someone to take my away alone i sit my pills are kicking in you see i'm a dog and i'm locked in my cage eyes are red tongue is hanging out i'm thirsty as shit and i'm still a dog fleas don't itch i had a bath the other day before this trip wonder where were going toys are packed i see my bed is in my two bowls are somewhere in reach i'll scratch with rage until i find a way to get through this cardboard that sits under me it's cold down here bumpy ride and my seats not first class, man's best friend i feel befriended this is a dogs life ok were here things are ok again a brand new lawn just to welcome me here scratch my ears and i'll chase down your ball looks like this new lace will be home for know it won't take much to go back to sleep after going through all this wake up tomorrow and we'll do it again living a dog's life. Sickwalk away from the news i just heardwith fear born sweat running down my face i never thought the day would come cast aside another sick son what do i do bleeding death inside fight for life fight for mine why is this happening to me please take away this fucking disease hey hey wash away the pain i don't want to live for another day hey hey no one hears me i'm all alone inside this agony forget the faith i had before gotta reach down for some thing more something i deserve something i ignored i don't even know what i'm fighting for lay me down put me to sleep i can't feel the pain when i'm not awake why is this happening to me |