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The
Guide to Judicious Thinking
You know what they say that the best things in life is for free and maybe that´s right but the proverb doesn´t fit in on me. To get what I want I have to work everyday there´s no other way for me whith my kind of luck I don´t get anything for free. So leave behind all your high hopes and forget just what it means to be a free man in this hushed society were they value a quiet figuration. A pacified thought well conducted behaviour and control endogenous outflow please refrain from that here how the hell do they want me to act do they want me to dissapear. Spontaneus manifestions of life and idealistic thoughts seems to be a condemnable sin so in the cradle the nightmare begins. A child should be raised with the knowledge that bad luck will dominate the rest of the life will dominate the rest of the life and there is no such thing that metch the words wonderful time. A desperate expression can´t smile no more. A lifetime spent working never botherd to ask what for. Free your mind open your eyes. The guide to judicious thinking. I dont know what, what to say anymore. I Feel so bored like many times before. Im not shure that i can take it cause i need something more. So instead of getting stuck here i walk out thorugh the door. I feel so bored what can i do everything sucks today. Nothing comes my way. i got so may ways to choose now, but im going to follow my heart, and where i end up makes the same to me. I try to live my life in a fantasy just to get away from reality And the man in me that always makes things wrong. This riddle is to hard to handle its to intricate for me. I dont intend to answer i rather watch tv and improve my insuffiency. I feel so bored i cant anymore something have to change I wish i had the strenght to break free from these chain.s And get away and do all those things i told myself to do so many times, but i never emasculate the thoughts in my mind. Sometimes i ask myself what is wrong with me. Im looking for somethings i cant reach. Its time to wake up ´cause tomorrow it maybe to late. Somehow i feel my life is coming to a dead end and there is nowhere i can go. The easy life that we used to play,yeah! has slipped into somethig real. Malcontent but to lazy to struggle for a change i rather sit at home talking to a friend while this ecological system get deranged it is so strange i just sit here and thinking that Im not the one to blame. i wonder what it will take to realize our own mistakes Were to busy with our jobs and with ourselves we just blame it all away. All this love and all this pressure from outside, i put my head in the sand and hide, while this ecological system get´s deranged its so strange i just sit here and thinking Im not the one to blame it is so strange how stupid some people can get, they have no respect for nature. How come i always end feeling so fine the shoppings done i´m waitnig for my turn. How come i always end up in the slow line how come i cant reach the cashier. It seems to get somewhere i´m gonna have to cheat to say i just want the paper, That excuse is to obsolete. why does the easiest things become so complicated. And then the trickier things sometimes so highly overrated. For example i can completly understand the workin´of a motor though it sucks But sometimes icant figure out i may sound stupid but who the hell steals my socks. I´m always one sock short coming out of the washing machine. If this is some sign or something can no one tell me what it means. It´s all a game it´s all a game with players with wierd sense humour that moves us about and as the games remains the same we all try to get what it´s all about. After living for a while there is some answers i like to know. How can it be the small mysteries that remains unsolved. Please can someone tell me why guarded kettles never boils. But as soon as you turn your back and forget you´ve got the shit all over the stove. This bad luck or karma is more than i deserve all this little things are getting on my nerves. I know a girl she´s so crazy, she can do almost everything she wants. She never feels ashamed, she talks open about things i keep for myself. I know a girl she amaze me, she reminds me of someone that i´ve seen. She´s got a special way to move her arms and legs she can take my sense away. There´s so many things i´m unsure of, it seems like i can´t find the truth. Maybe i haven´t looked well enough but i doubt it even exist. Take my mind. Seduce me for a while. Don´t take one piece at the time. Take it all and waste it now. Many memories goes by like a flash before my eyes. I know a girl she´s so crazy she talks but she got nothing to say. Because shes so busy with all the things around her she wouldn´t notice if i walked away. I know a girl she amaze me she can make me laugh she make me feel like im fourteen and the first wet dream that i´ve had. You say all the things I wanna hear. Oh baby come and get your well earned share of the dollars that it costs. But this is something that I relly must if you don't smile and do your thing across th street is burger king. They got all and they got more. If you don't like me you're a... oh thank you very much and goodbye, did I get that coffee and that apple pie. |