i'd like to hide away somewhere without light somewhere dark and warm
no given chance to lose without a care in my head i could sleep right through
i gave it all  away today those empty stares won't be from me there's not
much to look forward to just as long as i can't remember took a shower today
couldn't feel the water hit my face pinched the skin on my arm and i couldn't
feel pain i guess my wish came true so now may i not lose

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Slumbering

day dreams on the cieling ridges in my memories resting for the
evening to warm to freeze give me a reason why should i doubt something that
comes so easy it's better than being down and out free from the grind and
breathing in it's so easy to drift away

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Viewpoint

this is sitting this is watching this is thinking fog is changing
what i've seen where's the bay the lights below shine through i can feel the
earth turn sit back while the moon burns i'll be there soon wonder how it
will be

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Someone's got to lose

i feel it coming winding into clutch position talking
myself up for the transition second thoughts are hanging over my head you
know i've heard a lot of stories if they're not true then why am i still
worrying i don't know which way i'm being led well someone's got to lose am
i lying if i wonder will i walk i wonder should i even bother yeah someone's
got to lose i can feel it coming in

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Lack of reason

tell me i'm allright i feel so small did i make the right
mistake i feel so small i hate feeling ashamed you shouldn't feel this way
who is condescending you shouldn't feel the same all pumped up and ready to
go i feel so small will i make the right mistake i feel so small i hate
feeling helpless who wouldn't reason you shouldn't feel ashamed

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Tell me a story

so now i know you have to say what's on your little mind and
i always have to hear from someone else all your stupid lies come on now and
look at me you'll see i'm okay it's story time now time for you to show your
shallow exhistance it doesn't add up too much your junior insecurity now i
see that you're afraid of me

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Sky flying by

nothing has divided you it's growing older faster than it should
pieces of me outside your door so you're not at home i'd like to not wonder
where you are blurry eyed my feet leave the ground see that sky flying by see
the streetlights spin and blend proving it's not a faster scar so i'll just
leave it there you could maybe pick it up only you could see what it was and
i'll just lay it to rest i'll get up and leave knowing that you'll see it
lying there

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Cakewalk

i'm tied up in knots nothing is coming undone hand me my crutches
because you know i can not run i've locked all the windows and i'm bolting
the door surprised by every sunrise i never seem to come clean when i think
of what i could be wasting i get a little weak my bed is floating

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Great...

you reel me in from a real long leash pulling me in just to tell me
a speach i don't like the looks of that do you like the looks of that i gave
it all i had you pull my head all over this town i get the feeling that i'm
about to drown visions of you are just like me maybe that's the way you want
me to be maybe we are too much alike or maybe not enough but some good times
we've had

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Simple solution

circles around you they're like walls you're safely grounded
in the center you don't need to look outside you couldn't if you tried time
goes by lie after lie the walls are growing larger you're getting smaller
isolated it's too comfortable to leave in your circle spinning round and
round you've locked yourself inside you keep spinning round and round turn
yourself inside out

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Milkbone

cracking knuckles and tapping feet something isn't quite complete
ignoring my company i'm hoping they'll take the hint and leave that magazine
cover that caught my eye is so inviting i think it's time the bathroom floor
is cold but the water is hot it burns my skin as i get in but i like that a
lot i like that a lot lay back and play

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For sale

is there a need for advertising me i might be a pigeon but i'm whole
i've got this crazy notion i can get there for free this one's for sale
everybody's criticizing but i don't get much advice i guess that's what i get
for trying this one's for sale so what am i supposed to do this one's for you

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Whole

you're sitting in your hole again down sad and alone again you see
something that makes you feel complete then it's gone and you're down again
you're playing on the edge again don't push or you might fall you're playing
on the edge again now you might fall

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Ed says

i'm as doomed as doomed can be you know now that's a pain that's
going to linger oh give me a break this is my luckiest of lucky days i'm
going completely mental i must say this is like a joke i must say oh that's
a pain that's going to linger

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Friend

now i am five now i have turned five i'll be with the big kids at
school no more mom and dad now i've got to act cool not all smiling faces
not all open arms i don't know this was your cubby hole now i have grown
older now i've grown colder i'm here with these assholes at work no more
mister nice guy now i'm that jerk not all smiling faces not all open arms
just give me my invoice slip

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Where d'ya go

seems like the further i get from here things come on time
seems like the closer i get to home i'm way out of time i think about where
to go it's always i don't know every time i think there is someone no one has
shown where d'ya go i heard a voice in the dark and i knew it was you

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