leaves his mind there at five. He knows his work´s all done tonight. Doesn´t care about love greed or hate: a beer and T.V. will disguise his fate. He moves his lips but nothing comes out. He clears his soul, but no one else could tell. Just one time he came along. Set aside all the things he knew. When all the peoples faces turned to gold, he found his thoughts and mind were sold. He moves his lips, but nothing comes ot. He clears his soul, but no one else could tell.

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Home Sweet Home

In separate rooms, I hear them screaming through the walls. I´m locked away, home sweet home. Listening to the vicious things they say. You hate yourselves, home sweet home. You hate your children because they act so much like you. You hate each other too. There´s too much love for me in this house.  Let me go, home sweet home. There´s too much love for me in this house. Leave me out, home sweet home.

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The Bridge

There´s this bridge I´ve got to cross I feel alone. A child down to each side and I can´t carry both. The bridge is long we could fall down through holes, water all around; wind, wet and cold. One child insecure displays the confidence he doesn´t own, another child, uncertain, looks around and cries for home. My bridge is too unstable and the insecurity is letting go. There´s no holding to a crumbling bridge. When all the time is gone in between it tumbles. Time to move along... I toss and turn over and over, trying to dream out anxiety, easy answers to my problems. Keeping a grip on sanity until the sun comes up and my mind´s fresh and clean.

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Sympathy

I wish I could be a part of your sadness. I wish I could cry for you. I hate to think of what you are going through...but, I´ve never known, I can´t even sympathize. I can´t even sympathize, I can´t even sympathize... As I imitate your mood I feel so callous, so hard inside. Because my eyes are dry, I can´t even sympathize. I just hope that it will be OK along the way.

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Ever Felt Avoided

Alone again you´ve been ignoring me. You´ve been avoiding me. What did I do to deserve all of this from you? You make yourself so hard to find. Is this your way of saying goodbye? I didn´t know... Are you so lame?

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Underground

Dying hard and I stand by. Running down and I sink along. So far underground, I lose touch. Falling all alone if you choose to fall. Looking down if nobody is watching. Falling all alone if you choose to fall. If you come back I won´t forget. And if you find that place, won´t you let me in? And if you´re hiding, I´ll understand... Sometimes you need to cry so you can smile again.

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Speed

What was that I was saying? Seemed so important at the time. Planted in that chair, crawling inside. What ever time that was no time at all. Up or down it´s just as bad. It´s still the same.

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Just Another

We grew up together strong. No fights, we knew each other´s thoughts. Those feelings that I can´t express are words that aren´t supposed to be said I guess. If we are not the ones then who´s to say what´s wrong or right? If now is not the time when will the right moment come? There´s too many people talking in their sleep. It sounds like they´re speaking in tongues. If we´re together we won´t drown.

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Trusty

There has been times, even I didn´t care. And it wouldn´t even matter if no one else was there. And trust was just a word; I was far from despair. Now it´s broken trust for my fragile faith to bare. And now I know it´s not you to blame. Yeah I really know, it´s not you I have to blame. Sitting here in a hole, the sky´s lit so dimly. My mind is spinning confusion, my spine is both hot and cold. This hole is dark and wet now, it´s here I dwell with betrayal. I´m lying face down in the mud, will someone please pick me up?

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Stained Glass

From behind a stained glass window, a colorful blur is all that I see. A shattered view of the world, a shattered view of me. The truth is hidden by shadows, my ideas are not complete, facts are lost to feeling. Time trips and slides, but I´m not dreaming. Maybe that´s why I got the wrong impression of you. Maybe that´s why I got the wrong impression of you.

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My Eyes

In my eyes, in my eyes, I wonder what you would see if you looked into my eyes. Aggravation, insecurity that I´m holding deep inside. I wonder what you would see if you looked into my face. What? Look into my face, see what? What´s grinding in my mind, what´s grinding in my mind is in my eyes. If it´s in my mind it´s in my eyes, if it´s in my mind, it´s in my eyes. My eyes, my mind.

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Because you don´t

Just because you don´t doesn´t mean I don´t. Just because you do doesn´t mean I want you too. Treat him like shit and you´ll have him hooked. Hook, hook, hook line and sinker. You´re everybody´s girl and everybody knows your name. You´ve finally got the chance to play things your own way. Just because you don´t doesn´t mean that I don´t. Just because you do doesn´t mean I want youtoo.

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You looking at me

You´ve got it all between your fingers. What you want you just can´t grab. You want it, all...What you want you just can´t have. Sand sifts through, with my disgust. And with my sympathy, chains lay in rust. You want someone to hold you together. But you´re way too "strong", you´re way too proud. You want someone to be around. What you want, you need gone. It´s old, it´s dirty, it´s cold outside, it´s loneley, it´s ugly, it´s all around.

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Insightful

I´m not happy and I´m not proud. I´m not forgiving, I´m not allowed to be insightful. I´m deep within you i am sin. I´m self indulgence. I take control. I soak your clothing, I fill your soul with trust and feeling. I´m a little deeper, I am love, I am sin.

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Blank Expression

Excuse my blank expression while I´m staring at the wall. The telephone is in my hand and I don´t know who to call. I wish I knew what was wrong with me...Because this is not me, I know this is not me. every thought I have seems to be a question. Am I just like you or am I one fucked up exception? Am i just an exception?

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Early Morning

Pale face get up. Hollow eyes get up. You´ve got a secret for me, you´re out running your age. It´s in your hand: neat pack of euphoria. It´s devastating and you´re pleased. Disease. Hairline endurance, biting intelligence. How do you stumble like you do? I wish I understood myself, as well as you do. Got to get up. All day you´ve got to stay up, when will you get off?

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