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| Crossroads
I find myself here once again under clouds of indecision reflections looking right through me I can't believe the lies we tell ourselves the music used to be everything the music used to heal but business soon becomes reality and nothing left inside is real dysfunction's all that we see true allow my best to see this through got nothing left to give you now I gotta find a better way See our anger shining through At the crossroads in our way turned against each other with the games we all like to play looking straight ahead It's hard to see things eye to eye not at all what it used to be something that I can't deny and now I leave it up to you allow my best to see this through got nothing left to give you now I gotta find a better way before I lose another part of me Now I can't watch What the world went wrong The moment is gone the machine is grown This track has drug me down, We're what we used to be Running from a curse that we thought we'd never see You cut me out but I cut you in I see you again and it's just a road
It's four o' clock the t.v.'s on my mind is shut off and my own thoughts are gone I change the channel I change my mind I change my life I want to leave it all behind cause I don't have a mind of my own I am influenced by everything I see and I can't help it now everything in my life just thinks for me can't help this habit I'm in love with my disease worshiping my idle time a life I cannot seize trapped by depression and I sleep all day but xanax, valium, attavan makes it all ok it's so much more than a cry for attention no loving hands can sooth this ache so much more than a war with the world it's my own degradation it's my own self hate I preach my pessimism right out loud to anyone who'll listen I'm not afraid to be alive I'm afraid to be alone late at night my monsters find me from under the bed or right out of my past all alone with nobody to talk to sanity gets put to the test I close my eyes but I'm still haunted sometimes I get too twisted to sleep as all my world crumbles all around me inspirations become admissions of defeat cause I don't have a mind of my own everything in my life just thinks for me |
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